Friday, June 20, 2008

Two Weeks Later


It has been about 2 weeks since I left Arizona.  I miss her terribly.  I guess little by little I will have to get a grip with reality and let go.  I guess that I had been looking forward to getting to know her better, learning new things from her, encouraging her in her school work.  I looked foreword to sending her flowers, just being a part of her life.  

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

almost losing it

I wanted to take the time to thank my family members for helping me in one of the hardest times that I have ever expirienced.  On sunday the 8th I had a very bad morning probably the worst that I ever had.  I guess too many bad things happened all at the same time.  After years of just sweeping problems under the rug I guess I hit rock bottom.  Thanks to my brothers, sisters, and my dad I am on my way to getting where I need to be.   

Thank you all. 

Sunday, June 8, 2008